Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches

It was a gloomy weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.

Cluster headaches typically start with intense discomfort around a single eye that lasts up to three hours.

Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.

What connects patients is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.

One patient, 74, a chronic patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.

Still, the inability to plan life around erratic pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been described across history. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.

Historical medical texts suggest unusual treatments for what some experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing daily at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery which delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder explain this.

In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.

In spite of such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.

Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.

National guidelines on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some people.

But leading specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.

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